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Enter the circle
01:30
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Intro instrumental
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Hidea
04:09
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when it comes to this
there's little left that i can handle
all that remains
are empty walls where the dust is dancing
pictures lay face down
at least for a while
until i inhale
extract all strength
cause i cant do without it
it haunts my nights
no end in sight
the one who sees
will ought to follow
we fake another day
forgetting to believe
pain was just a game
break the dream we're in
i'm an addict, a ruin, a waste of molecules
storing floods with memories of
memories of the hope, the jinx, the unrested spirit
the one who puts it all in place
trying to wake up yet i am not dreaming
so take me home
it's time to move out from this deckadence
shattered life in pieces
broken to nothingness
collapsed in my hands
not again....no.
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Blacklights
04:10
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It's every day
I walk on the same paths
As if you don't know
I'm not the one who chose to be this
Locked inside
Flat line consciousness
Don't try to beat it
I listen but i'll never hear
Countless words
Forever lost in me
Thoughts out of tune
Locked up in mind
Silence
No cries, no laughing, no whispers
Repetitive
Behavior, disorder
Neuro-typical I'm not
Agony
Black lights
They haunt me
The storm is on it's way
It wants to take me down there
My dreams filled with darkness
Polluted and deviant
Black lights come to raise the tide
Unchain, don't leave me astray
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Rapture
04:29
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Close my eyes
Make me feel I'm the only one, relief this pressure inside of me.
Turn the ashes to dust, and dust into blood of this poor being.
Leave no traces behind, a material for memories on me.
Falling deeper in nothing and nothing will stay after me.
These flames will liberate
I feel no pain, so burn me down
/Flames burn, burning me/
Deep inside in my veins
Your burden buries me
This flesh and this mind
They both will survive
Long after you go away
I cleanse you with flame
But still I can’t stop tears from falling down.
Even, though now everything has changed.
Why I can’t stop myself from reaching out.
Even, though there is nothing out there.
I’d throw this wretched heart on the ground.
Even, though it’s innocent and brave.
Why I always cling to things long lost.
Even, though I want to walk away.
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Encrypted
04:20
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Touch the light that enters the room, my tomb
Conscious again, leave that safe dream world
Think of what comes after this pain, the rain
Other way will hurt all the same
We sleep in the distance
Where the sky rests in the sea
I wonder if you'll find my frozen heart
Where the sky rests in the sea
Make our waters flow like wine and fly
Words are stitched on the phase, our last goodbye
Fragments of a presence held inside
Seek the reason why...
Breathe slowly
Make no sound
and let it end
Can't you hear it though the noise
as your last defense fades
No one cares for the tired
No goal to die for
Stories untold
As we ride into the night
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The Circle
06:39
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Silent sleepy city dressed in red
Cold dirty pavement under my head
All warmth within me is running for the drain
All life within me is leaving these veins
I’m sure you’d like to see that, you’d like to gloat
You may love to point your finger, but I do not
I won’t let you lay this on my back
I won’t let you break me
Though I’m tired of myself
I’m tired of this hate
I won’t let you lay this on my back
I won’t let you break me
Though I’m screaming in myself
I’m screaming in pain
So I just waited to rise from the ashes
Safe only in the world behind my sunglasses
Master of disguise, your beauty hid your vanity
Self-centered being on the verge of pure insanity
But even when I see through you, I must confess
When you leave me here for dead, I’ll love you nothing less
Before I leave this circle
Mother, take this heart it’s for you
Half of it
The rest is still in the past, with her
So before I leave this circle
Mother, take this message to her
She is the first and she is the last I loved
Slowly fading in silence
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Omnipotent
01:39
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Instrumental
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I'm not from any known world
I've been living
In every piece of space and time
I held sway over the fluxes
Omnipotent
I watched the eons passing by
Countless worlds
Forever lost in time
Poor choice of words
Death wish alive
I lost the right to die
Caught
By the continuum you'll be judged
For all
Futile attempts to end your life
Now I roam
Watching the eons passing by
Countless worlds
Forever lost in time
Poor choice of words
Death wish alive
Leave me be
Just before I fall down on my knees
Begging for mercy
All I ever touched, felt or believed in
Now has died
I'm beyond the meaning of life
Meaning of time
And like thousand times before
I'm ready to die
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Grand Scheme
04:48
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I'm living a pattern
Sharp edge scheme weaved by another
I'm copied and redundant
The offspring will follow the father
Is it really necessary to buy, DVD, TV or BMW?
Wake up every morning thinking about one thing?
Buy and sell, put your mind always on the green
There's a place for you in the grand scheme
You better fit in
Don't disrupt the surface
Fulfill your purpose
Your life
Production line is working really well
Bigger, better breed , adds up to the scheme
But is there more to us than most people would tell?
Scratch the surface, and tell me what you see
Is there a dead end, and we're meant to be like this?
Or is there an ultimate revealment?
Is there a recognition of modern lethargy?
Or is there a passage to freedom?
I'm leaving the pattern
To make a scheme from my own mind
I will trust to my hope
That offspring will follow this father
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Alive
04:30
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Warm, safe and dark replaced by the cold light
Detached and powerless like every new thread of the scheme
Unarticulated fear of what’s deemed wrong and what’s deemed right
Collective mind makes some room for a herald of a new theme
Oiled up, smooth and perfect, the grand wheel spins
Standards, thoughts and believes served on a golden platter
Is sure looks like a plan, a game where everyone wins
But try and look at yourself as you bow to your lethargic master
So I wake up and realize that I’m alive
For the first time in my life, I feel like I could fly
Over the ledge of the earth I’ll flee and I’ll stay free
I’ll pave a path for all centuries to come
So please tell me, who is your guide?
So please show me, where is your path?
Reach far within, see what’s inside?
A person or a sociopath?
Just fit the pieces open your eyes and you will see
There is much more out there than just social monotony
But liberation from degeneration doesn’t always come for free
Someone has to step forward, break the circle so others can live
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Synaptic Failure
Curtains are falling
Lost in this world of misconceptions
yet so boldly walking
Caught in the web of irrational behavior
See no better future
Always wanting the solution
to be the most logical
In chaos seeking purpose
Hitting the walls in the maze of assumptions
careless thoughts and rushing conclusions.
Moving the pieces in the puzzle of conversation
Seeking the right answers
7 AM, drinking coffee, instantly eating breakfast
He is getting caught in monotony, in agony of being
the only one who wants to be free from this misery.
"I want out, leave me be"
Conceiving the fragments of this gallaxy
Colleting the debris of humanity
In chaos seeking purpose
When you say: now
I'll say: tommorow
When you say: borders
I'll say: unity
When you say: why?
I'll say: the offspring
Here and now, there's no other way.
Now. Unity. Why? Tomorrow.
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